Monday, May 11, 2015

FWIW, It's Facebook

     I should never have got on that thing.  Once I did, I should have been way more selective about "friend" requests.

     Made me just sad.  It may be awhile before I feel like saying much.  It clearly doesn't do much good.

Friday, May 08, 2015

Mirror

     When you find a number of your friends are jerks, it's time to take a good, close look at yourself and ask, "What am I doing that attracts jerks?"  Then stop doing that thing.

Thursday, May 07, 2015

As Heard

     Tam, watching television in my room (as is her wont in the morning), let out a prolonged, ululating yawn,  while I wrangled pancakes several rooms away.  Rannie Wu the cat had been circulating around my ankles, hoping for Whatever and quick-trotted Tamwards when the The Yawn rang out, as though rushing to the rescue.

     Bobbi: "Holy cow!  Rannie just went tearing off your way!"

     (I heard) Tam: "What? 'Ready for the Redford picture, f*rry?'"

     Bobbi:  "Did you say, 'Ready for the Rexford puncture f*rry?'"

     (I heard) Tam: [snickering] "No, 'the sphincter fury.'"

     As she spoke, I'd followed the cat as far as the hallway and when I repeated what I thought she'd said, the snickers became uncontrollable guffaws.

     Ah, hearing.  How did it work?

Wednesday, May 06, 2015

Busy, Busy In The Basement

     A little ham radio project underway, and Tam with her camera.
       Shot with available light in a not-so-well-lit area.

A Face In The Crowd

     A Face In The Crowd is a film from 1957 about fame, populism, and the media.  If the insights ring a bit trite these days, they ring no less true.  The star is a familiar face with a distinctly unfamiliar personality.

     It take about five seconds -- if that -- for Andy Griffith to drive all thoughts of amiable Sheriff Taylor out of the room, probably with a black eye.  I was impressed with cast, story and sets.  Technique is interesting, halfway between earlier Hollywood conventions and modern realism.  Well lit, well shot and well staged.

     Highly recommended!

Tuesday, May 05, 2015

Back To Days

     Or is it "daze?"  --I sure missed me.

Fragment

I. Lines

     Picture a line stretching down the block.  Oh, not a totally grim line -- the weather's good, near seventy, and the people are brightly dressed, contrasting with the concrete and block of the buildings, the gravel and concrete of the streets -- but a serious one.  Picture more lines, many more, a world of lines, a place where if you didn't work for one of the big outfits, or on a robot farm, or at the "School," an occasional missed meal was just how things went.  But how can you begin to know what it was like if you don't know why and how?

     The world was called Ryall.  It wasn't good for much -- halfway through a glaciation, which meant the temperate zone was a belt around the Equator a little over five hundred miles wide.  But it was warm enough to crow crops and raise animal, it had metals and fuel, and best of all, it was well behind the straggling, uncertain "front" between the Far Edge refuseniks and the Earth-based NATO forces searching for them.

     Once the Edgers realized they hadn't fled far enough and Earth wasn't willing to let them be, the University of Ryall, until then an otherwise struggling institution that by chance had an excellent 'Drive physics program, was cultivated as a major research institution by grants directly from the Federation of Concerned Spacemen (the shadowy Edger non-government) and its various military contractors, most notably "General" Filiaggi's Mil/Space.

     The population swelled as the War years dragged on, with people looking for a safer place (especially after the disastrous attempt to reclaim "Peace-And-Prosperity," the planet better known as Linden and, later, Lyndon, various professions and trades following work and farmers, administrators, manufacturers and large.  Agriculture struggled to keep up.  Distance made luxuries (smuggled from Earth or P&P, built or grown on Trinity or Frothup) expensive and uncommon and by the time the War idled to a stop in 1989, Ryall was a distinctly difficult place.  Government was small, hard-pressed, and inadvertently oppressive.  mMil/Space and defense contractors dominated employment.  Thirty-plus years of war and rumors of war had left more than a mere mark; FCS was reportedly considering intervention.

     A decade earlier, it had already been a hard, gray place for a long time, a place more than a world, and one with a job to do and little time or resources to spare for nonsense--


 II. 1979

     He recognized her as they both stood on one of the endless lines that had come to dominate life in Landingport, lined up for a chance to purchase onions or cheese, lined up to register or reregister for a work permit or a housing permit or a travel permit, lined up for inoculation or delousing, lined up because you saw a line and didn't want to miss out -- or face arrest for not lining up.

      Even though she was an unperson these last seven years, her poetry deemed wasteful, unnecessary, he recognized her. "Aren't you Sara-the-bard," he asked, but it wasn't a question. Students had called her that, back in the hopeful beginning, before walls had gone up around the School, before passes and air-raid drills and Security. "You're her, you are," he exclaimed, incredulous, delighted.

     She never made eye contact. "I was," she said, almost whispering, and turned away.


III. A Gap In Space

    Mathematics and poetry sound like an odd combination of talents to most people.  Yet they're often found co-exsting, happily or not, in the same mind.  Oppenheimer translated Hindu epics; Ada Lovelace struggled to subdue her "poetical nature," and Dodgson, well, you already know him as Lewis Carroll.

     Sara-the-former-Bard was one, or perhaps two, celebrated for poetry, valued for insights into multidimensional physics too abstruse to explain, insights she'd loved for the beauty they revealed, insights applied physics and engineering had turned into windows into terror.  Or so she feared; compartmentalism had slammed down and all she knew of the most recent developments was rumor.

Monday, May 04, 2015

When You Read This...

      ...I will already have left for work, some time before 0330 0300.  In the morning, none of your slugabed fifteen-thirty hundred hours, oh no.  It's early to rise and nothing but virtue, coffee and bloodshot eyes.  Or a reasonable approximation thereof of the first and second items, and if I am very, very lucky, someone in one of the other early-at-it departments will have brought in donuts.  (ETA: They did not.  And the breakroom's honor system supply of cellophane-packaged bite-sized donuttage is a nasty-tasting off brand.)

     Gah.  If we were supposed to be active at this time of day, it wouldn't be so difficult to accomplish.

Sunday, May 03, 2015

Working This Shift In The Springtime

     I'm coming to terms with the thought that I may actually have allergies.  Sinus pain woke me up considerably earlier than planned and, try as I might, I could not get back to sleep, even after aspirin and applying the neti pot.  Ever had pain so bad it made you queasy? 

Yeah, Riots

     I haven't said anything about Baltimore because everyone is saying what they always say:

     "Yadda-yadda race,"
     "Yadda-yadda liberals,"
     "Yadda-yadda culture,"
     "Yadda-yadda conservatives,"
     "Yadda-yadda inequality..."

    All it really tells me "Yadda-yadda," which I already knew.  We've apparently got ourselves a generation with a statistically-significant number of folks in it for whom "tomorrow" is a meaningless abstraction, along with "property" and "hope."  Why?  Who knows; it's too late to fix it anyway.  Rounding them all up and tossin' 'em into jail just confirms their dismal lack of expectations. 

     Historically, one "solution" that usually emerges organically is to hold a nice little war.  As the planet is all out of Wogs and the French (traditional foes of all right-thinking Anglophones, recent historical aberrations notwithstanding) are off the table, that leaves only bloody-handed bastards in the Middle East with a brand of insanity that makes our homegrown nihilists look like Girl Scouts -- and who they are as likely to join up with as to oppose.

     "Yadda-yadda interesting times."  Sheesh.

Tolerable Corned-Beef Hash And Eggs To Start A Long Day

     A slice of bacon and coarse black pepper under it all helps quite a bit, as does frequent draining of the grease.

     I'm in the middle of three days of early-morning shifts, almost 12 hours out of phase with Tam:  my supper is a late lunch for her, my breakfast is her midnight snack.

     An uneventful shift would be nice, but yesterday they ran the gear hell-for-leather for a special event and I expect this morning will be filled with popped seams, loose rivets and mysterious glitches.  ...Maybe they found 'em all last night but I'll bet not.

Friday, May 01, 2015

On The Barrelhead

     But not at all for sale:
     From left to right (or L-R): Astra Constable in .22, H&R long-barrel .22 -- double-action, gate-loading, with old-timey ejector rod -- and my Enfield No. 2 Mk I (no star) .380/200.

     That's from a nice morning at Eagle Creek last weekend.